I’m toying with the idea of shutting the blog down. I’m also contemplating killing my Facebook account. Jon told me he stopped reading my blog some time ago when he felt as though all it contained was attacks on him. I didn’t even realize that he read it all that regularly and that’s not all in contains in any case.
It has also come to my attention that a friend of his who has read my blog was upset by some of my posts about him. I learned this after confronting him after somehow getting a voice mail of his conversation with that friend telling them all about my medication status. Nice. Real. Fucking. Nice.
This had been my space to vent or share or brag or whatever the situation called for… I didn’t realize that I was keeping a blog to make others happy or to make them feel good about themselves. But since I’ve now learned that I’m not supposed to post anything unhappy, what the hell is the point??