I have a big announcement. We’re going to have another baby!! Everyone is pretty excited. It’s nice to have some good news as well as to have something to look forward to.
I feel so torn because, on the one hand, I am so very excited but on the other hand, I’m just still so devastated and I feel a little guilty for being happy and excited.
It’s weird, too, because it’s as though I’m grasping for anything I can maintain control over. I’m currently obsessed with making sure all the birth supplies are available – we went to the storage shed this week and got the ones left over from Henry’s birth. I’m trying not to let the obsession get out of hand which is hard.
We have already had our first appointment with the midwife as well as an ultrasound to be sure I was right on dates – I was. My EDD is 22, February 2013.