So frustrated

I swear I just want to cry. I’m currently dealing with so much stress which – as the midwife  pointed out – is probably making me stay pregnant longer. It just seems as though the stress keeps coming. Between issues with my father being a total moron and making horrible life choices, to having our sick child count up to two – and counting.

All I want is this baby out. I’m just ready to bawl. I’m sitting here in the office thinking about just going upstairs (home), taking it easy and trying to relax since relaxing seems to be the only time I contract.. yet I also have enough sense to know that, if I go home, I’ll probably be bombarded with the kids so I won’t be able to relax.

I’m just so frustrated with it all right now.