Maximum stress level

I think I’ve about hit my maximum stress level. I’ve got so much on me right now… the baby is “due” in about two weeks, we’re less than a month away from the one year anniversary of Elias’ death, then about a month later is the day that would have been his fifth birthday….

Things are super stressful. I’m trying to hard to hold it together, but failing miserably. I seem to do okay if I’m with someone but when I’m by myself… especially sitting in the front office by myself… I just lose it periodically.

Our old house went up for sheriff’s sale at 10:00 am this morning. I just spoke to someone who went to the auction who said that it did sell. I had really hoped it would not.