We’ve been hit with quite a bit of snow. People are talking about sledding. The sleds we bought last year are still in the back room of the office. We had no snow last year so we never got to use them. I hate it so much because Elias wanted so badly to go sledding… now he never will. I was actually hoping it wouldn’t snow this year, either. It just seems so wrong. All he talked about last winter was going sledding.
I managed to hold it together through Christmas. I just forced myself to only think about him for very small periods of time. Today looking out at the snow, people mentioning sledding… it’s just killing me.
I miss him so much. It’s just not fair he was taken from us.